Kiss, Kiss, Childhood's Kiss!

Many of you must be curious to know what exactly i mean by my blog-post's title!!
I presume that some of you might already have had some wild ideas regarding it! :P Well, its not that i am going to write about my first childhood kiss or something. Oh & when i say first i dont mean i was a serial kisser! :P coz its obvious to think that way when i say "first"! Its neither about me flirting with some gal & then going on 2 kissing her.. C'mon its my about my childhood incident! Not everyone is so good at flirting at such a tender age! ;)
So, now getting back to the topic! This thought made its way in my mind when i was seeing some childhood snaps of mine! Man.. i was so handsome & cute then! :P These are just not my thoughts but everyone who have seen me then ! The story goes like many people used to pull my cheeks saying that i am "chhoo cute" n stuff! mostly they where all gals! :* (blush blush) :P When i saw all the pics, i had most of the snaps being kissed by gals & when i asked my mum "was i so sugar-coated?" she said " the gals used to find you very cute & so u used to kiss u!" I didn't know what to reply to it & left the room.
I so wish it was still the same now! ;) coz most of them have grown up to be so pretty & beautiful! :* It  would have been so fun! damn!
still pondering about the Muuuuuuaaaah's! ;) :D

Uncertainity!

well, i know things are very uncertain & they do keep changin but in my case its happening very rapidly! i accept that variety's the spice of life! but now its gettin too spicy & its choking me up! :X
well... this is a bit sadist post so anyone out there not in a mood for such thins which make u upset! its a warning 4 u all!
at every stage of my life, i always had a best friend & it was always "she" & not "he"! for the simple fact that gals are more secretive about what boys tell 2 em & vice versa. many people ve a bunch of best friends! but for me it was always one! the chosen one! :P
I guess i still have that best friend of mine intact (or mayb not :( ) but if i had 2 choose the best as such among em then obviously it is the one who entered up last year , month of september! i remember it very vividly! she is undoubtedly the best! well the reasons are too many to write down! she is an excellent manager (not a hotel manager idiot) of relationships! unlike me she has many best friends & shes going out (read as in a relationship, not the literal meaning u nut) with a very good friend of mine! even after all these obligations or as she says her sweet responsibilities she shells out enough time for each of em! a herculean task indeed! (although her physique is no ways related to it, its in her mind & heart). she understands me very well & is always up for me (actually anyone) at any point of time! there are many reasons actually, i wont go into the depth of it!
It was September last year & i was going through a very rough patch of time & this was the gal who helped me out of it! she literally brought the lost preshit in me back! *sigh* that is a moment to remember! finally it was all over. then through  the months our friendship strengthened even more! it was all going merry! but recently due 2 some silly reasons (born due to silly people & their silly thoughts) everything kinda came to a sudden halt! Suddenly i was alienated & a chill went through my spine! coz i don't have the willingness to loose it & the strength to gain some one back like her (coz there's no one like her). so if it stops over, i ve just lost it out! no more best friends for me!  Not only a best friend but also a guide, a teacher, a care taker!
Just hopin that somehow it remains the same & it never withers out! as v say hopin 2 remain BFF (best friends forever)

peace!

A new venture!

Before i start, let me warn you about 2 things:
Firstly, am not good at writing or stuff! Ive started this blog just because some of my good friends (read as d UWA gang :P) insisted me or rather irritated me to write one:P (no offense intended) ;)
Secondly, am not a regular person so not sure about how long this blogging is going to work out! this might very well turn out to be my first & last post!:D but i think i ll give this thing a try! "why do you people think negatively? be positive. there's so much of life remaining in you!" that's what my friends father said the other day. so be it!
Actually i had always believes strongly that no ones going to read if i start writing some boring stuff like this...
but one of my friend said that "there are many readers! at least i ll read it. atleast UWA will read it."
talking about the title of my blog, am myself not very sure how does it justify my blog. the only reason behind it was very ape a song by  nirvana was being played in the backdrop so... well another very simple & dumb ass reason can be like because am very ape! :P actually the reasons are endless & nameless!
so this was just an intro by me... Ive nothing much to write about! hope i ll get something more sensible to write next time!:) even if i don't then, never mind! b'coz am very ape & am very nice!;)
ciao next time,
peace!