Thursday 31 March 2011

Uncertainity!

well, i know things are very uncertain & they do keep changin but in my case its happening very rapidly! i accept that variety's the spice of life! but now its gettin too spicy & its choking me up! :X
well... this is a bit sadist post so anyone out there not in a mood for such thins which make u upset! its a warning 4 u all!
at every stage of my life, i always had a best friend & it was always "she" & not "he"! for the simple fact that gals are more secretive about what boys tell 2 em & vice versa. many people ve a bunch of best friends! but for me it was always one! the chosen one! :P
I guess i still have that best friend of mine intact (or mayb not :( ) but if i had 2 choose the best as such among em then obviously it is the one who entered up last year , month of september! i remember it very vividly! she is undoubtedly the best! well the reasons are too many to write down! she is an excellent manager (not a hotel manager idiot) of relationships! unlike me she has many best friends & shes going out (read as in a relationship, not the literal meaning u nut) with a very good friend of mine! even after all these obligations or as she says her sweet responsibilities she shells out enough time for each of em! a herculean task indeed! (although her physique is no ways related to it, its in her mind & heart). she understands me very well & is always up for me (actually anyone) at any point of time! there are many reasons actually, i wont go into the depth of it!
It was September last year & i was going through a very rough patch of time & this was the gal who helped me out of it! she literally brought the lost preshit in me back! *sigh* that is a moment to remember! finally it was all over. then through  the months our friendship strengthened even more! it was all going merry! but recently due 2 some silly reasons (born due to silly people & their silly thoughts) everything kinda came to a sudden halt! Suddenly i was alienated & a chill went through my spine! coz i don't have the willingness to loose it & the strength to gain some one back like her (coz there's no one like her). so if it stops over, i ve just lost it out! no more best friends for me!  Not only a best friend but also a guide, a teacher, a care taker!
Just hopin that somehow it remains the same & it never withers out! as v say hopin 2 remain BFF (best friends forever)

peace!




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